CHEW you to death!

i've tried.

2010-05-03T03:34:00.003+08:00

Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you need.

I.A.M.B.O.R.E.D.T.T.M.S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y.

2010-04-25T00:40:00.003+08:00

image from Google.

I'm bored at home. All my friends are missing. some of them are at town. 2 of them went to work. 1 of them went to flirt and my girlfriend is at powerhouse with her friends.

When you're working. you will realize how important weekends are to you. what a boring saturday night!!

Attachementxzzzzxz

2010-04-22T20:33:00.004+08:00

Its day 3 of attachment at Honeywell. So far so bored. Everyday i followed my colleagues of different races and nationalities to different departments of 7 buildings to learn new stuff however i haven got a real chance to try out yet.

Taking train in the morning was really a pain. high chances of getting a sit is like 30% despite i board it from Sengkang station. Stand all the way to Buona Vista. Damn gaowei when my surrounding is full of people with the minimum radius of like 20cm? The feeling of getting breathe into the face is like disgusting. Luckily Singaporean aren't very tall. I still have the fresh air to breathe.

All my colleagues there are friendly and helpful to me, and very willing to answer my questions whenever i'm in doubts. But still, i hope i could quickly end my attachment because i haven got time to spend with bee and buddies and this will definitely affect my performance during training and competition. The only thing that is keeping me going is the salary!! I'm like already planned what to spend on since the first day of work. ^^

Counting down to the end of attachment: 23weeks and 1 day left. 1st October 2010.

www.GOODGAME.edu.com.sg

2010-04-19T17:41:00.006+08:00

I was going to school with with the usual monday blues feeling. i went to one of the workshop to clock in my attendance then attended a briefing for my major project(MP). after the briefing, my group mates and i dreaded slowly to look for our supervisor.

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Supervisor : " What are the three of you doing here? you're suppose to attend a briefing for your sip. "

Us : " O.O What?! SIP?! i thought we're attached in school to do our project?!"

Supervisor: "o.O I thought i sent you all e-mail about it already?"

Us: " NO LEHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Supervisor: " nvm, anyway your attachment starts tml. go for your briefing now."

Us: "*Speechless* walk to the briefing."

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**entered the lecture threater**

Lecturer: " Some of your will be attached for 19weeks, some 21weeks and some 24weeks."

Us: " Scanning through the power point slides with ultra fast speed to look for our company name."
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**SAW IT!**
**Under the category of 24weeks!!!!!**
**Calculating and trying to convert it into months."
**WTF! 6MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!**
**Calculate again....**
**WHAT!! no term break & vacation break?!!**

Asics gel-Tactic

2010-03-31T00:43:00.002+08:00

My new partner, cost me a bomb! 159$!! i certainly believe that it will motivates me to train harder this year! ^^

雨过天晴 ♥

Its the 3rd!

2010-03-26T04:20:00.003+08:00

Our 3rd month.
I love you everyday just like the first day.
My love for is as strong as a Pegasus.
I love you feebeebaby.
♥♥♥ x 97639158091750

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. ~Elisabeth Foley

2010-03-25T21:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i just love to be alone, be it traveling or home. the surroundings made me think through a lot. just like just now, when i was traveling to and back from Sengkang to Dhoby Ghaut. every stations in between have memories. one of the deepest would be Kovan?

it was the place where we bonded our friendship at. the unforgettable basketball court that we visited almost every night during secondary school days. the stupid basketball moves we made, the jokes/craps we cracked, the basketball team we formed were memorable.

We used to be the clique that many people envied. However many things changed. we have all grown up, we love different things, in different schools. It is an abashment that we ended up like that. Nevertheless, life still moves on...

Though some of you made negative comments on us, but i choose to forgive, or should i said forget? True facts that we that some of us were not friends anymore however i think there is no point that we should hate each others anymore. i always thought it was a shame that when friends became enemies. just that i never knew it will happen to us...

Even so, i still wanna thank that you guys that been through my life. thanks for helping me during class and during the N, O'levels period with my studies. Not forgetting the void deck studying times. Without you guys, i wouldn't have come so far. The laughter, jokes and happiness you brought to me since secondary 1 was noteworthy too. I wish you guys successful in your future endeavor.

Training time

2010-03-24T12:15:00.003+08:00

I've finally tilted back my sleeping time. However i'm sick, due to late night sleep for a couple of weeks since exams till now. Training starts today, which meant doomsday for me.

girlfriend gonna give me surprise in a while. i will pretend that i don't know. ^^

in reply,

2010-03-02T23:59:00.006+08:00

I know you're not gna be shocked to see my post for you here as I've told you earlier.
But I'm sure your heart has been itching all over what's the content!!

Remember that you've wrote me 19th things you love about me on my birthday?
Yes babykins♥ I'm gna write you back one here...

20 things/reasons why I love you, SamuelChew♥

I love the way you sound whenever I woke you up from your sleep.
I love the way you wrap your arms around mine.
I love the way when you try to coax me when I'm angry.
I love the way you smirk.
I love the way you call me B.
I love the way when you act as if you're a werewolf and tickle me.
I love the way when you hugged and thank me for planning a surprise party for you.
I love the way you try to act cute back to me.
I love the way when you imitate me.
I love the way you handmade stuff for me.
I love you because you're cute.
I love you because you let feel I'm important.
I love you because you're willing to do anything for me.
I love you because you treat me like a princess.
I love you because you understand me.
I love you because you're there for me when I needed someone to hold me up.
I love you because you're filial.
I love you because I've fallen in love with you ever since... (you know)
I love you because you are have an open-heart.
I love you because you're the one I've been looking for.

Babykins, there's more than 20 things/reasons that I love about you, I'll tell you one by one slowly alright? ♥

Lastly, wish you a Happy 20th Birthday.
ilu♥

xoxo,
feebee♥

20

2010-03-02T15:04:00.002+08:00

Thank you for attending and surprises. I am so fortunately in ♥ with you guys.

and of course not forgetting you. you best! (Y)

sorry

2010-02-07T06:47:00.000+08:00

all i can say is sorry and never do it again.

back!

2010-01-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

due to my busy schedule therefore i haven been blogging since ages. i have updated the all the posts (:

The champions.

2010-01-21T21:40:00.001+08:00

4 xinmin warriors.

8 st'hildas knights
1 punggol hero.

together we are the champions!

we played like brothers.

we played for brothers.

the team.

TPVB

IVP finals.

2010-01-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

Months and months of hard trainings; sweats and injuries, we have came till today. The day that we have been awaiting for. Lets play with our greatest passion, play with sportsmanship, play with no stress & play with no regrets. Show the strongest side of ourself and we'll be the Champions in the court. enjoy the game.

I can drive!

2010-01-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

finally after few months of lessons and practices. i got my license with a flying colour score of 2points (Y).

christmas + new year.

2010-01-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

too much to mention. simply full of joy and love ♥♥ !

THAILAND FEVERRRR

2009-12-14T03:16:00.002+08:00

4 more days and i'll be going to thailand for my VOLLEYBALL TRAINING TRIP. EXICITEDDD!

great day out today(:

fruitjuice

2009-12-09T22:11:00.003+08:00

its great that i've know that you've moved on.
its my turn to.
take care.

time to get studious

2009-12-02T02:08:00.002+08:00

In a blink of time my mid semester exams is just in less then a week time. time to study!

SIM card spoil..

2009-11-26T00:02:00.004+08:00

this morning realise my sim card was spoilt.
at first i thought it was my phone.
however when i try it on my classmates phone it still cannot works.
i skipped two lectures in order to have time to go home and collect my dad's documents.
i called the starhub back for reactivation at 1.30pm.
the staff said will activate my sim card within 3 hours; which mean by 4.30.
however at 5.30pm i still don't see any receptions on my phone.
i called again at 6.
they fucking hell tell me need 24 HOURS to transfer the 'things' in my old sim card to the new sim card.
fucking dl.
i gonna lodge a complain to starhub!!

bad timing

2009-11-22T01:39:00.005+08:00

i feel you.

not the pain the injury.

but pain in the heart.

bastard

2009-11-15T05:44:00.002+08:00

i seriously need to face the wall and do some rehabilitation.

school..

2009-11-12T16:33:00.007+08:00

sleep in class.

play with i touch.

play with NitendoDs.

"clear leaves".

these are the things that i have been doing for 4 weeks of school.

and i have 6 examinable papers this semester.

quizzes are starting from next week.

term tests are coming in 3 weeks time.

i smell sup papers...

Learning..

2009-11-12T16:03:00.003+08:00

i can see my driving skills improving. but still need to go at a faster rate in order to get more pratices in the circuit.

AlanChanSingLun

2009-11-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

take care bro. we will miss you.

"Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.”
-Anon

Halloween Night

2009-11-01T08:34:00.003+08:00

it was my first time celebrating halloween. pretty fun. more pictures to be uploaded sooon.

Farewell Party

2009-10-31T16:10:00.003+08:00

its was a full of tears and joys night.

There's nothing i could do to help..

2009-10-30T00:59:00.002+08:00

if all of you all give the fuck care attitude.

What are real friends?

2009-10-28T01:14:00.004+08:00

what are true friends ?

they stand out for each other.

they ask them out for companion.

they share secrets.

they trust each other.

they correct them when ones are in fault.

they solve problems together.

they forgive their mistakes.

they don't lie to each other.

they won't bad mouth each other.

driving.

2009-10-26T18:16:00.003+08:00

just came back from my 3rd driving lesson.
still pretty okay.
except that today almost 'mao' the curb.
ALMOST ONLY!! LOL

i believe you will do fine as long as you try harder. take care

sometimes giving up doesn't mean you are weak, but strong enough to give up.

2009-10-16T04:37:00.003+08:00

d.
my mind now keep rewinding the past when we are still together.
thinking back every memories make the tears run down my face.
the beautiful moments that we had spent together will always have a etched in my heart.
i will never forget them
and i will never forget you.

stay strong and take care.
i love you.

I LOVE YOU.

2009-10-13T07:31:00.003+08:00

it was a lousy monday night.
went for a jog with my buddies.
and i thought it would clears my mind abit.
it did..
but after awhile.
when im all alone.
tuning to "your guardian angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus".
the song that i used to sang to you.
my heart aches again.

I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you.
your clothes in my wardrobe.
your bags on the floor.
your sticker on my laptop.
your medals on my desk.
your pictures all around.
it would just killed me if i removed them away.

but it seems like i do not have a choice soon..

we talked about our future.
you asked if we could settle down till we are married.
you asked if we would break up one day.
you asked if you are the one.

these are not demanding questions.
i believe every couples would want to know too.
but seriously...
i have no idea.
but all i know is that i love you.

you said breaking up now is better..
i believe so..
but i just cant bear to leave.
its been a year plus that we are together.
we have been thru alot.

im sorry that i always made you cry and do things that made you unhappy.
if you are wanting to take revenge.
you caught me this time round.
im damn upset already.
darling please tell me you are cracking a joke with me.
please don't go.

Plain White Tee

2009-10-12T09:04:00.003+08:00

A LONELY SEPTEMBER

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me backbut I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
would just kill me if I'm on my own

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

rest in peace my friend..

2009-09-28T02:37:00.004+08:00

2days ago, a friend of mine had passed away.
his name is kim wee.
i knew him through my taekwondo sessions.
thinking back, it was roughly >= 5 years.
he is a very friendly and cheerful person,
and had always brought laughter and happiness to everyone.

one year ago, at the age of 18.
TBE told me that he had infected by bone cancer.
and it was the FINAL stage.
docter said he left months to survive.

but his strong mental and perseverance made him prolong his life.
last week, he was admitted to the hospital again.
doctor said his condition was critical.
her mum told him, " go peacefully bah. "
he jokingly replied, " i like that how to go?"
although i wasn't there but could imagine he facial expression when saying that sentence.

last thursday, some of us when to visit him.
when we entered his ward.
he was semi conscious.
he saw us, he knotted his head.
i felt so sympathetic for him when i saw him breathing so hardly and difficulty.
we left in around 20 mins later.

friday night when i was working at F1
my phone rang.
jiahao declared the the unpleasant news to me.
but somehow i felt relieved for him.
he finally got rid of the torturing illness.
or should i said it in vice-versa?
but still, the pains were release.
rest in peace, my friend.
you will be remembered.

F1

2009-09-28T02:28:00.004+08:00

working in f1 during these 3 days is equally to going gym for 10 long hours.
carrying the heavy metal beer barrels that weigh up to 40kg each.
but was pretty happy cos i've hardworking colleagues that work together as a team.
learnt many stuffs like sucking out water from the ice box with a tube.
changing of beer barrels etc.

tiring day for me.
anyway, heard Hamilton got champion again.

weird

2009-09-26T10:43:00.004+08:00

upon receiving the news.
i felt so heart-wrenching.
idk why.

rokok

2009-09-23T06:45:00.001+08:00

i think its more of a habit than an addiction to me.
i'll kick it.

"AI PO PO MAI?"

2009-09-18T00:30:00.001+08:00

The Thais are back, heard that they had fun. haha
Shall hear interesting stories from them tml night.

have been planning to go gym since last week,
had procrastinated them every single days.
due to late night sleep.
im going gym later.
if i overslept again.
call me Fat Ass Chew!
bye.

!!!

2009-09-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

LOL @ Compromising

2009-09-11T22:06:00.001+08:00

procrastination is a bad habit of mine.

i'm back!

2009-09-08T20:33:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging since at least a month plus cos i'm a busy man.
trainings + competitions + exams + work.
but its all over already so i will try to blog more often.
hah!

twilight new moon trailer. watch the original's first. :)

Fking SICK!

2009-07-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

half dead..

To My Buddies

2009-07-20T04:29:00.000+08:00

Guys. i'm sure you guys knew what happen recently.

If you guys don't speak up, no one knows what's the problem.

There's nth that can't be solve.

Please don't cultivate this "let it be" attitude or "forget it" attitude.

I'm not pointing fingers at anyone but stating it as an overall.

I know some of you guys really care and cherish.

then do something..

MY BUDDIES..

2009-07-20T04:04:00.008+08:00

polite first match..

2009-07-16T00:11:00.001+08:00

i saved the 4th match but i ruined the 5th set.
so am i a hero or a sinner?
i tried already. sorry guys.

BTT... No Kickkkkkkkk!

2009-06-26T19:14:00.001+08:00

One step closer to my licence. i love the way Alfred and Eugene looked when i told them i passed my BTT for the first time. That kind of indescribable looked, the mixtures of jealousy and envious looked made me felt so proud of myself. wahhahah.

2nd Term.

2009-06-22T23:58:00.006+08:00

First day of school was pretty normal to me,
nothing special,
nothing to look forward about...

someone asked me this question longgg time ago.
I never answer it.
because i don't know why.
I never try to find the answer.
because I think there's nth wrong with it.
I've use to see it all the time since I'm young.
it doesn't appeared weird to me.

but after much deep thought just now.
I realise no one put all these stuff in their refrigerator,
as these don't require any cooling.

I gonna ask mummy tml, why do her have to put straws and toothpicks in the refrigerator.
haha

P-Plated Mercedes Benz

2009-06-19T04:00:00.001+08:00

the first person to get his liscence to drive in my clique.
.

.
introducing Mr "xia0 f!Re boyzxx"

drove a few of us to shenton way for supper then headed home. P-plated Mercedes Benz sibozx

BTT this coming Friday. OMFG!

THE PC SHOW

2009-06-16T23:51:00.003+08:00

Last weekend was a working weekend for me. I was introduced by my classmate Guangyu to this IT fair job. The giving out of flyers job. As the company still needs another person, i decided to look for Mr Alfred Tong...

The working hours is from 12nn to 9pm, its neither long nor short. It's actually a pretty simple job by giving out flyers.

Saw many familiar faces over at the convention halls, be it as a staff or as the shoppers. Also knew a couple of new friends too.

During these short 3 days. i hid behind the walls and different corners and secretly studied and learnt Master Tong's skills; THE ART OF EATING SNAKE..

He's skills were incredible, every stance he made were strong and powerful. He acted his movement so swiftly, smoothly and SO REGULARLY. As he travel in at the speed of light so you really got to focus all your energy and concentration to keep a look out for him, otherwise you will lost him.

after much in depth studied of the his amazing skills, i have compiled all his skills in these 3 days into 4 ultimate and unbeatable moves :

Skill 1 : use the brochures / flyers to make aeroplanes.

Skill 2 : The sit down and relax one corner move.

the last 2 techniques are totally awesome. learn it fast. i only teach you once.

Skill 3: The IRON SHIRT aka 金钟罩铁布衫. Iron Shirt is a form of hard style martial art exercise for protecting the human body from impacts in a fight. He used this skill to block out all the complains i said to him. e.g. "eh, don't slacked leh." In a simple word, IGNORE!

Skill 4: The Teleportation/ invisible-tation AKA 隐形术 from NIJITSU. Look at the distance i shot this photo. u can imagine how far is he away from me. i even zoomed-in to take this photo.

i'd a fruitful working days in these 3 days. i really want to thank Master Tong from imparting all these skills to me. WAHAHAHAHAHAHHA...

almost full

2009-06-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

im at the brim already. don't force me.

Is it neccersary to know a friend for 676873547567809 years in order to have a heart to heart talk to him or her? No is the answer for me. It's about the feelings. Having a good friend doesn't mean you have to know them long. Vice versa-ly there are also possibility that people become best friend forever and ever and ever when they first met. It's about the quality, not the quanity. true enough?

QUESTION

2009-06-10T05:20:00.002+08:00

What is the difference between your girlfriend/boyfriend & your best friends?

in dilemma...

Basic Theory Test

2009-06-09T04:59:00.002+08:00

after much procrastination, i went to register for my basic theory test. like finally! haha. all due to my laziness. haha.. was lucky to found slot on the 26th this month. its like in 2 weeks time. haha. i wanna get a straight pass! haha. wish me luckkkk!

tsk!

GYM DAY

2009-06-08T03:10:00.000+08:00

woke up 12 today. went to gym with Hao, Jk and Ssm. gained some muscles today, and almost broke some bones. haha. thanks to Hao and his intelligence. tiring day for me. havent been visiting the gyms for a long time. probably 2 weeks or so, due to exams and stuffs. will be training real hard and make this holiday real meaningful. now i had a hard time scrubbing my hair when showering. HAH

NO PAIN, NO GAIN.

you cant see me!
wahhahaha. i love to edit pictures with PAINT!

OMFG FUNNY!

2009-06-07T00:51:00.005+08:00

BELOW IS THE ACTUAL LYRICS FOR THE SONG. COMPARE IT! LMAO

http://mp3.sogou.com/gecisearch.so?query=mariah+carey+touch+my+body&as=false&st=&ac=1&pf=&class=5&w=02009900&dr=1

last paper later

2009-06-05T04:28:00.003+08:00

will be having my last paper later. still knows nth much. gonna wake up later to study. tsktsk.
totally in holiday mood already. training resumes tomorrow, hopefully i can play well tomorrow. byes.

i realized...

2009-06-04T01:49:00.000+08:00

trying to read you inside out...

2009-06-03T23:19:00.001+08:00

something bad is gonna happen.
my sixth sense told me...

2009-05-30T16:14:00.000+08:00

All the best for your papers. (:

FJ
9:25am
Lisbon

CONQUERED MY FIRST PAPER

2009-05-30T16:05:00.004+08:00

first paper held today. was a good start i should say.. :)
but more to come :(

went for Ah Jin's band concert the other day.
as usual it was boring to me.
i am not those people who will want to listen to the symphony with interest.
but because Ah Jin is performing,
and as his best friend,
i will definitely go support :DDDD

the following are some post-symphony's photos :)

HOOTERS!

TEMASEK INVITATION CUP

2009-05-24T18:01:00.003+08:00

another medal for collection in my room. haha. got second in placing. lost to volleyball association of johor bahru (VAJB). they were good but i believe we could have won if everyone's on their standards. but nvm its over. haven slept the last night. was flipping around since 2.30am to 5am. then wake up go school. haha. btw this is the most ugly design i ever saw. haha. so orbit...

Good Day

2009-05-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

friendly was ok today. surprising coach let me played quite a number of matches. don't know what's wrong with him. HAH. didnt played quite well today especially when spiking. can't jump really high due to the soccer outing earlier on today with my friends. luckily my receivings were still alright.

tml will be a home staying day for me. have to rush through report and some presentation. further more i don't think i'll have time and energy on sunday for my work as i will be having a invitation competition from morning to evening. sianzx.

IM WORRIED THAT HISTORY MIGHT REPEATS...

2009-05-21T00:05:00.002+08:00

i think i should stop my self-training already.
selection of the main 12 is on sunday.
the trainings i did made my leg sored
and causes me to unable to perform on the court.
im worried that i cant even taste the seat of the bench.
how i wish i was taller...

2009-05-20T03:33:00.000+08:00

I miss you BB.

With love,
FJ :)

I MISS YOU LOVE..

2009-05-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

Darling has been to Spain for 5 days already and i still haven't heard anything from her till then, wonder what's she doing now? never call, never MSG, never e-mail. play until forget me. tsk tsk.

went for self training just now. was rather tired. when i reached home, dad and my sis was at the living room. as i was perspiring like hell, i took off my shirt.
my sister suddenly said, " kor, i missed your last time de body" -.-
dad added on, " ya lor. since you injured the last time then become like that le. " -.-''''''''
*SPEECHLESS*

2009-05-16T23:44:00.002+08:00

was suppose to blog ytd but too tired to.
training was pretty fine and happening for me until i saw an asshole.
tried to spike onto his bloody face but i missed. FUCK!
luckily i was wasnt that angry and calm myself already.
don't try to be funny again or i'll burn your Honda Accord.
ASS!

Darling for her holiday trip at Spain already. BonVoyage!
she will only be back at 3rd June.
i gonna miss you like crazy.
have a safe and enjoyable trip.
LOVE!

POLITE is less than a month
Doing all the trainings to get my position in the main team.
How i wish i was taller.
Blame mum & dad!!!
Dad 168cm Mum 15+cm. haha

lotsa projects and assignments needa to be hand in by week 6
and its week five in 2 days time.
quizes coming too.
and CA is on week 7.
STRESS!
who says Poly life super relax?!
CRAP!

For you.

2009-05-12T01:18:00.010+08:00

It's a brand new start for us again.

i know it's hard to build back the trust again.

like what happen earlier on.

but still when i chose to forgive you.

i gave my all of my heart to you again.

you can have it all over again.

like the past.

i love you.

i love you BB.
with love,
FJ (:

For all my friends.

2009-05-12T00:53:00.004+08:00

First of all, i would like to thank all my friends whom cheered me up, talked senses to me, consoled me.

Sabrina Ng. thanks so much..appreaciate it (:

and my buds..
Ah Jin, tried to made me feel better by treating me swensens.

Lun, too much to mention. you're the best! HAH!

Tong, talked alot to me. mentioned some poem-phrase-like stuff made me felt so impressed of him. haha. He said, " there's a transparent glass outside every relationship, once it's broken, even the best contractor in the world cannot mend the cracks."

and all those ppl tagged me, talked to me in msn. you guys knew who you are. millions of thanks.

I'm Fine already..

2009-05-06T00:02:00.001+08:00

没勇气说分手...

ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY

2009-05-04T23:49:00.003+08:00

i do love you.

but i have lost my trust in you.

tell me what to do?

2009-05-04T01:33:00.003+08:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold

and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my,

my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

what can i do?

2009-05-04T00:24:00.005+08:00

i wanna cry but there's no tears.
it's numbed
you asked why am i so calm.
why didnt i scold you.
why didn't i shout at you.
because it's more than dissapoinment than anger.

i know it isn't your fault.
but what can i do?

i know you are stuck in between.
i wanna let you go.
you said don't leave you.
then but i can i do?

your heart has been divided.
what can i do?

i said i want some silence.
you said you don't deserve my love.
you will leave me.
what can i do?

7 months together
it's neither long or short.
everything happens so sudden.
what can i do?

But you were everything to me; I was begging you, Please, don't go

MY THUMB!

2009-05-02T21:18:00.004+08:00

I gonna slap you if you said it has no difference.

after visiting the sinseh.

i can't point the middle finger with my thumb close properly.

Worst still, i can't my my utensils properly and i cant hold a pen and write!

SHIT! POL-ITE is in a month! SHIT!

1st of MAY

2009-05-02T00:30:00.002+08:00

Today is Labour day and i suddenly thought of a joke that JianYe said recently.

He asked, " when's training starting? can we join? "

i replied, "come lor. wed and fri. *pause*. eh.. no.. friday is Labour Day, so no training."

he continued, " oh is it? who's giving birth?"

.......

LOL

when Spans to play ball today.

sprained my thumb. Darn PAINSZX!!!

TIRING DAY.

2009-04-29T23:50:00.003+08:00

Laaaaaattte for school again...
same module, same teacher.
"Samuel, you're late again." said the teacher.
"i know" I replied.
"i gonna give everyone another chance. no more late coming after this week", teacher continued.
:))) nice teacher... LOL

today is not the trial , instead its held at the following week.
did all the basics today.
si bei tiredzx..
both of my legs are soring already.
after my late dinner.
love and i decide to cab home.
good thing is that my lesson starts at 12 tml. YEAH!
GOOD NIGHTS!

TRAINING RESUMES..

2009-04-29T00:56:00.006+08:00

Training starts tml. kinda looking forward. haven been seeing the rest for ages. and tml is also the trial for the freshies i think. i guess i will see over a hundred people in the court tml.(including the girls lah.) HAH!

btw i saw this on the net. i think its damn cool. SHAOLIN VOLLEYBALL. HAH

MONDAY BLUES..

2009-04-27T17:24:00.004+08:00

School starts at 9am today.
woke up at 7am.
snoozed my alarm twice.
finally wake up at 7.20am
left house at 8.05am
reached tampines ave 5 bus stop at 8.45am.
two bus 23s and bus 15s zoomed passed.
packed with people.
checked the time.
its 9.10am
at last an empty bus came.
STOMACH ACHE!
damn pain!
reach my block at 9.20am.
sian half.
blasted the toilet bowl till 9.35am
go to my class.
open the door.
everyone gave the " why are you so late?" look.
went to the teacher and told him to take my attendance.
teacher said " Samuel, you're late!"
gave him a " i also know" look.
get back to my seat.
trying to catch up what i missed.
after a while found out that the teacher hasn't started the lesson.
i gave another look that is similar to line 22.
sian full...

MONDAY BLUES...

1st WEEK OF SCHOOL

2009-04-26T18:37:00.002+08:00

First week of school were mixture of alots of feelings. get to see my classmates again but unfortunately our class or most of the class had been split into 2 groups. so in another words, WE ARE NOT IN THE SAME CLASS ANYMORE! ): i have got a slackkkkk time table, alot of lectures cancelled, no school on FRIDAY but there's alot of self-study needa to be done. it's a test to our self-disclipline man..

Saw many familiar faces that i haven saw for ages.. many that i haven been talking to...

this coming wednesday is the trail for the volleyball. im prepared to see people coming in to snatch position liaoxz.. sian. haha. my ankle had not recovered. even more sianxzxzxzxzxz.

NEW PHONE. NEW LIFE.

2009-04-12T23:56:00.004+08:00

After using the "classic army man" phone for more than have a year i finally change my phone.
dad surprised me when he told me he bought me a phone because i never requested for a change of new handphone. changed to this NOKIA 5800, NOKIA's first touch screen phone i guess. good sound system, good display but with lousy 3.2 mega pixel statistics. afterall, "no fish prawn also can", just hope that this first batched phone doesn't give me trouble. :))))))

Rachael's Place

2009-04-10T04:32:00.003+08:00

went to Rachael's house for mj session. had saw her for ages. lost big time! she then drove us to buangkok there for supper. so hesitated to eat but i still ate in the end thanks to jk's psycho-ing. then she drove us home. felt so embarrassed to be driven home by a girl. haha. TIME TO TAKE LICENCE!

someone is enjoying outside...........

2009-04-05T03:13:00.001+08:00

i've got tolerance rate of 120%

i'm proud of myself :)

2009-04-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

忍一时风平浪静

退一步海阔天空

2009-03-26T21:06:00.003+08:00

went prawing yesterday.. jk and me tagged and got up 6 prawns! COOL! didn't took any pictures as everyone are too engross in bbq-ing the big and juicy prawns.. :))

just came back from CCAB. heard from the alvin that Xinmin lost to Punggol AGAIN! so dissapointing.. hahas. saw the match between hildas and cat high. The cheerings and the team works drew me back to the secondary school life when i played for xinmin. every north zone finals and the national final in 2006. you can hear the cheerings and the clappings from from your school supporters.. every spike that kills, every block down, every point won, even when lost a point. i totally 'enjoyed' from it. i miss those days.

north zone finals 2007

north zone finals 2006

BORING.

2009-03-22T04:25:00.005+08:00

FREAK! my sleeping time is totally up side down! nowadays i can't get to sleep before 4. anyways my result was still ok, im a lucky piece of shit. got 1 A, 2 Bs & 3Cs. i swear i will study hard the next sem!

started my GET-RID-OF-BABY-CHEW programme yesterday. was tiring. i felt weak. haven been going to gym for at least a month.

recently just went back to my "MOTHER-SCHOOL", xinmin. was pretty surprise that all the skills are still there. or probably most of it? hah. still waiting for my ankle to recover fully in order to jump that high or higher. i'm like jumping of the same height of 2 coke cans; pepsi cans; 100plus cans; H2O cans; 7ups cans.. its has been 3 weeks already but my ankle hasn't seems to be recovering. i guess i had to make a visit down the SINSEH again. *tsk. left another few weeks to my school trng to starts. i need to be in tip-top conditon in order to perform. may god bless my ankle, possible... HEAL IT SOON! arggh.

ALFRED TONG WEI FENG!

2009-03-17T03:17:00.006+08:00

This will make me laugh forever. i swear!

MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA...(KL)

2009-03-15T19:28:00.013+08:00

Day2: took an hour of car ride down to KL..

INTRODUCING MY ROOM MATES!

My room at KL is much more spacious the genting's. DAMN SWEE..

crazy people do crazy things..

DAY2,3,4: busy shopping. no much photos.

i can't remember the name of the shopping centre but its a huge version of paragon, full of branded goods. i think is pavillion if i'm not wrong.

fish spa. i'll show u the video of someone who's feared of fish that much.

brought manu jerseys together..
and YES! A&W. haven been eating it for more than a decade. as tasty as ever.

(liting said that i had a classic tourist's post.)

sick man TAN. poor jk.
celebrated AH JIN birthday there. (sick man still can make jiao bin. lol)

sick man again!

going home!

MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA...(GENTING)

2009-03-15T17:57:00.013+08:00

DARLING IS COMING BACK TODAY! YEEEEAH!

8th march 09 6am- going to take bus to first destination. GENTING

the bus ride was unexpectedly long took more than 6 hours i guess.

finally we've reached! the resgistration was long. so we left our luggage to the bell boy and chiong to the theme park! i'm so excited. its my first time playing. haha

CORK SCERW

merry go round

GO-cart

pirate ship

the scariest SPACE SHOT! they said jk shouted all the way even when the thing is going out slowly. HA! HUM!

these people won 2 angmos in the snow fight!
classic telephone booth.
end of GENTING... FUN!

HOME SWEET HOME!

2009-03-12T19:07:00.002+08:00

reached singapore around 2 plus. the trip was rather fun and fruitful for me. took hao's dad car to love's hse then send her off to hongkong. :(((
meanwhile i'll wait for alfred to pass me the rest of the photos so that i could post it.

HAPPY BIRHTHDAY AH JIN!

HOLIDAY TRIP!

2009-03-08T00:17:00.003+08:00

In another few hours time, I'll be leaving Singapore for my Genting-KL 4 days 4 nights holiday trip. I'm looking forward to it. Going on holidays with all your friends. Total COOLNESS!!
It has been 2 years since i last went overseas, thats is why i'm so EXCITED!

I'm gonna miss my love. take care alright. i'll shall see 4 days later. HUGS!

CARTWHEEL

2009-03-06T00:09:00.008+08:00

taught darling cartweel today... she's learning it for her ntu stuff. Despite falling a few times, she never gives up. she's a fast learner. video-ed her falling down but i'm been threatened for not showing. hahah.

2 more days and i'm going for my Genting-KL holiday trip. 5 days 4 nights. Darling is leaving for her games tour straight after i came back. i gonna miss her alot :'(((((

3RD MARCH 2009

2009-03-04T06:26:00.007+08:00

Darling's birthday! Happy Birthday LOVE. Her birthday is one day after mine.

a picture shows a thousand words.

i just posted a 2000 words essay.

Its a big 2 infront this year. Hope i didn't spoiled ur mood. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Lets spent all the free times together these few days as i'm soon leaving.

i love you.

2ND MARCH 2009

2009-03-04T05:59:00.006+08:00

I'm officially 19 today.
have to thank all these people for wishing me:

GUOKANGWEI TANYANSHUANG ROSELINELOO BENEDICTLIM SHERMAINETEO HONGZHENHUI WINDHU LIMGUANGYU DESMONDCHANG TAYGUOYONG SNGYIANGSHAN CLIFFLOW XIUDIAN LIL SABRINALAM SABRINATAN SABRINANG JOVINANG ASHLEYNG EDDIETEO SERENECHEW FENGHUI LIANGHOCK GILBERT MELISSALIM ALVINLAM KELLYBOO YAPXUE'E ZOETAN NGXUYUAN JINHOE KRISTINGOH PEGGIEONG PRISCILLAONG LIMQIAOLI REBECCALOW VANESSATAN SUDHEELIAO NGZHENGRUI KRISTINE SYAKIR TANLIPING & MYSTERIOUS-J

AND ALL THE PEOPLE THAT CAME TO MY HOUSE.
AND THOSE I INVITED AND DIDNT TURN UP.

.DAVIDOEI
.DAUDSUKIR

AND THE THE PERSON WHO LEFT BEFORE CUTTING CAKE.

.BENJAMINTANWEIZHENG

AND OF COURSE MY ONE AND ONLY
ADELINALAM

THANKS ALL! LOVE ALL! LOVE YOU MORE! :)

hope i didn't missed out anyone.

1ST MARCH 2009 (PART II)

2009-03-04T05:28:00.008+08:00

Back home at around 7. All the students are waiting for me at my house already.
ITS MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!

X= Xinmin -.- (don't know which idiot thought of this pose) haha

7-years logo.

Introducing dunkard TAN. sleeps in a birthday in a party? this what u get. lol.

and this.
p.s. thats no my ass. lmao

i had an enjoyable birthday. thanks guys

1ST MARCH 2009 (PART I)

2009-03-04T05:15:00.003+08:00

woke up at 0530!
sentosa
surf and sweat competition
beach captains ball
"singlet" tanned
drenched myself
& my handicapped foot..

but had fun :)

its been a long time that i went beach with darling and in her "non-training" status together. had real fun with alvin, eeting, aaron, cheryl and my LOVE although im partially hadicapped. (THANKS TO THE STUPID SOCCER MATCH ON FRIDAY)

28TH FEB 2009

2009-03-04T05:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTH. ALL THE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE! LOVE YOU MUCHY MUCH MUCH!

loves her donut

and loves me too.. ;DD

Good Start :)

2009-02-20T22:21:00.001+08:00

First paper was good. hopefully i could ACE it. 3 more to go.
MUG! MUG! MUG!

Exam Period

2009-02-20T02:37:00.002+08:00

The exam's stress is killing me!
Doing all the "11th hour" work.
Later will be my first paper in the afternoon.
Now I'm still trying to memorise and getting all the stuff into my brain.
Hopefully it doesn't slip off my mind when i sleep.

Just another normal day

2009-02-15T23:46:00.001+08:00

Valentines' day is just another normal day for me because being with you is just as good as having valentine's everyday. Love You.

FRIDAY THE 13TH..

2009-02-15T23:00:00.009+08:00

13th of feb is the black friday but it's also mum's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

Dad seems like looking for 4 numbers for 4D. lols

Great Parents!

Happy Family!

Rock Legends

2009-02-11T23:48:00.001+08:00

it's a game from facebook. it's the innest game in town. i'm having fun.(:

WORST HEADACHE

2009-02-08T03:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the worst night i ever had. can't sleep for the whole night. the bloody headache was killing. the pain is like a 'kick on your head', but for a 1000 times. so went to the polyclinic early in morning. the queue is so freaking long. the doctor then deferred me to CHANGI HOSPITAL -.-

So dad and love accompanied me there. my head still hurts like hell. when its my turn then the nurse took my blood pressure and stuff then waited for the doctor.

The doctor said, " Samuel, according to my report, you're prefectly fine, i think you're just having a normal headache. "

me: " but it's super pain!"

*doctor hesitated for awhile*

doc: "it is like someone kicking ur head?"
then he stood up and show me the 'kicking' action. lols?

me: YA! but the person like kicked over a 1000 times.

He then gave me an injection. Then my arm felt so sour and numb. Then he ask me to wait outside for preview.

After one hour, i felt better. the doctor came out and said "Samuel you might be suffering from MIGRANE or TENSION HEADACHE."*PAUSED* "or you might have INTERNAL BLLEDING in ur head or STORKE." then i STUNNED! then he added on "but its impossible as you didn't knock onto something. then i was like HENG ar.

after that went to east mall for lunch with love then go home sleep.